stacks on deck, patron on ice...

I can't sleep (those five hour naps sure can spoil a night's rest).

Surprisingly, my new year as a 23 year old has gotten off to a good start.  My weekend at Nags Head, NC was unbelievable.  It was definitely worth the experience.  I enjoyed meeting & hanging out with these interesting new faces:

Photo Credit:  Kat Ordonez

Thanks for a good time, Kat & Sheeryl!  I miss the weekend already.

I was watching some music videos on T.V. & really liked T-Pain's "Can't Believe It."  I thought it was entertaining & I just like the graphics used in it.  I hope I can create something like that one day.

So, I've been listening to a lot of Hip-Hop & R&B lately.  I guess I needed a break from listening to all that indie rock/electronic/dance/punk/alternative on my iPod.  I want something new to listen to.  

Ok, I think I'm going to close my eyes for a bit.  Until then...

Music that inspired this blog:

T.I.//Paper Trail

longboarding at night

I was bored (more like procrastinating on getting "intern" work done) after work & had an urge to take pictures while longboarding around at night.  I have a pretty good digital SLR (Canon Rebel XTi), & surprisingly I haven't used it in a while or at it's full potential.  I know, what a waste, right?  Well, I'm hoping to use it more since I somewhat have more time nowadays & since I feel I need to bring back my creative/artistic juices.  Here's a few pictures I've captured on my adventure longboarding around a golf course:

   

Feedback is greatly appreciated.  Thanks!

ramble

I love old school music.  Especially old school R&B, but I can't stand how they're all about love & all that sappy shit.

I really want all of these in two days:

- Urban Outfitters gift card (or you can take a ponder at my Wish List online)
- Need Supply Co. gift card
- American Apparel gift card
- H&M gift card
- UNIQLO gift card
- iTunes gift card
- Barnes & Nobles gift card
- Starbucks gift card
- Kid Robot French Dunny series art toys or this
- Betsey Johnson perfume
- Burberry Summer perfume
- Watercolor paint set
- Canvas set
- Moleskin sketchbook
- Fine tip Black Sharpies
- 4GB Processor for my Macbook Pro

- Confetteria Raffaello candy (almond covered w/ coconut version of Ferrero Rocher)

sigh

The weekend is ending & although I do enjoy my time to relax & socialize with friends, I'm eager to go back to work.  Weekends aren't usually that special to me.  Most of the time I find myself at home while the rest of my family is out & about.  I mean this isn't that bad since I get to focus on me & have downtime, but sometimes I feel kind of alone & separate from whatever world it is I'm living.  I don't know.  I usually make the effort to do things with friends & I'm starting to get tired of it.  I wish the same was given to me in return.  And once again, this is the reason why I don't like the weekends... it makes me think too much & overanalyze things (especially when I'm alone). 

Anyways, I'm dreading for my birthday to come.  Why?  I don't know.  It's not so much the thought of turning a year older, but more of the thought that it will be my birthday.  I'm not sure if that makes any sense, but that's how I feel.  I don't really care that it will be my birthday.  That sounds so depressing, & a bit pessimistic, but it's just another day.  This may sound a bit contradicting too since I did plan to have dinner on my birthday, but I figured since this will be the first time in a while since I've had my birthday back home I should do something for it.

Random Thoughts:

I've been pretending & tricking myself to think things are ok, but I know they're not.  I want things to be ok, but it's hard trying.  I miss doing art & being more creative.  I've lost my motivation & don't know where to start.  I've been reading & it's got me thinking in a fantasy.  Music has been my outlet, & I don't know what'd I do without my iPod.  I think too much & I don't know how to stop.  I wish I could move on already...

Music that inspired this blog:

These songs were actually from my Random Mix playlist:

Thao Nguyen//Beat (Health, Life & Fire)

The Church//Under the Milky Way

Tegan & Sara//Walking With A Ghost

M83//We Own the Sky

The Cure//The Walk

My American Heart//All My Friends

Echo & The Bunnymen//The Killing Moon

The Shins//Caring is Creepy

Cut Copy//Nobody Lost, Nobody Found

Yeah Yeah Yeahs//Turn Into

Radiohead//Reckoner

Santogold//Shove It (Feat. Spank Rock)

New Order//Age Of Consent

electric feel

So, my birthday is coming up (Sept. 10) & even though I doubt anyone is really going to read this, or get me anything here's a list of what I'd like to receive (this list will also extend over til Christmas):

- Urban Outfitters gift card (or you can take a ponder at my Wish List online)

- Need Supply Co. gift card

- American Apparel gift card

- H&M gift card

- UNIQLO gift card

- iTunes gift card

- Barnes & Nobles gift card

- Starbucks gift card

- Kid Robot French Dunny series art toys

- Betsey Johnson perfume

- Burberry Summer perfume

- Watercolor paint set

- Canvas set

- Moleskin sketchbook

- Fine tip Black Sharpies

- 4GB Processor for my Macbook Pro

Thanks in advance!  =]

Music that inspired this blog:

electric feel (single)//mgmt